I am a programmer with a passion for developing. I know how to code Java, Python, and C++. I’ve made iOS apps and Android apps in college. And now I am looking to expand my business. As well as spread literature about feminism and other cool concepts if you want to read more. No harm comes from a little knowledge. Keeping this site afloat is kind of hard, but I’m not going to ask for donations. Now I will gamble on the fact that someone out there near Hamilton will need their dishes washed.
Gender is about identity. Makeup is just another patriarchal oppresionist method to make women seem sexier. And as an AMAB GIVE ME THE SEXY I WANT ALL THE SEXY MAKEUP
The asinine goose jump over the loose log
And went down to see the nincompoop
She was an imbecile, but an alright fellow.
The pin-headed pumpernickel penguin played in a pasture presently.
With an inane apish fatuously goof of a gumball.
———-CENSORED————–. And I know that sounds like a terrible thing to say. So let me rephrase that, you have my empathy. For I am in a somewhat similar position. The position I relate most to you is somewhat hard for me to talk about. I don’t know if I am overstepping bounds, I don’t know if I will ever reach you with my post. But know you have my empathy because I feel for you. Even if I didn’t like your selfie. And that is my own insecurity, I am more angered that the community as a whole does not reach out to you more, especially the older members. For someone who seems to have been there a while to not have gotten any likes just because they do not meet the patriarchal standpoint of beauty at least I hope that is why you didn’t get those likes.
You see I have a sneaking suspicion the tiniest tiddlywink of a thought that I and other non-binaries and trans folk did not like your picture is because you look retarded. Not because of your gender. And by lepus does, it fill with me with anger and sadness when I wanted to crush this community cause I saw quite a couple come forth asking for the likes that everyone else gets, and what do these VALID trans folk get. Nothing, not even a comment. Although I didn’t monitor the issue and was told later that a few were validated. But I mean wheres the rainbow. Wheres the inclusion. According to Oxford dictionaries retarded is defined as “Less advanced in mental, physical, or social development than is usual for one’s age.” Pardon the phrase but I also identify as retarded. And yes it does hurt quite a lot when I hear that word. Even in jest, or to point out stupidity. To me, that word should be defunct. But I find it also brings such clarity and forthrightness. I myself am socially inept, and my cognitive functioning is less than the norm.
I think that you are an incredibly brave individual, whoever you are. Someone who has overcome these developmental issues, and found your own identity. Be that nonbinary, trans male, or trans female. Gender is at least to me is a philosophy it is a way of life. A study of life, and a practice with which you can change your life for the better. Since you are able to know your identity. And still, have your developmental challenges.
I feel emphatic towards you going unnoticed for hours on my wall and my heart really reaches out to you here. I was called retarded during high school quite a lot. I have schizophrenia and bipolar and ADHD now. No the two are not correlated, at least that is my assumption. So I guess that whole thing kinda makes sense. I just didn’t know it at the time. And well I guess the point I’m trying to make is that don’t place value on what other people say or I guess if they like you or not… what a strange world. Feel good about yourself and understand that people out there care.
This ostracization of developmentally challenged and mentally ill from the Trans and possibly LGBT community must come to end.
I started writing poetry to express my mental illnesses of schizophrenia and bipolar. Later I learned to discuss my identity. Be that my gender, religion, or social pressures, all of which are unrelated to the illness i have.
Sound cloud for Spoken Word.
Image of Sonnet 2
In the above video I show my coding process. I always wondered about the coding process for different people. When people do tutorials all they seem to do is teach a lesson. I was more focused on showing people how to look stuff up and validating them that it is OK to not know everything and to find examples, and learn from them.
The above video is the program without the dictionary which i not have updated on my github which you can find in my about section. If you would like a copy, just click download its free. But i think it only works on linux. But trust linux is the bomb ping!
I do not understand your faith, or are you merely trying to give people the rights to kill and harm.
We are men, not gods. Man is his own god, his own devil, his own death–we are created in our own image, yet imprisoned by the face we call our own.
So why then does trump protect those people that seek to only harm women and transgender people. By denying their rights and health care from medical professionals. These so called medical professionals seem to be a bit more of a medical joke. Ok so i can believe I can believe that God jesus and the hoooly spirit understand and cooperate to create world peace and the fruition of joy and understanding. But what i do not understand is how we let laymen not priests not popes, not pastors not truly christian pastors decide what their god is saying, Listen you would listen to a doctor about a sickness, you would listen to a plumber about a leak. You would listen to a truly christian pastor about God. Not some mask of a man parading around in a suit with the nuclear war codes hidden beneath his tiny hands. It reeeealy bugs me what trump says stuff even remotely close the divine. He has no divine. He is a bloody sociopathic capitalist. And in turn i do not believe that he can understand a divine figure such as the Hebrew God YWYW. In the end i would like to see that many of the people in the medical
community stand up to Trump, and that they should protect themselves from within. They need to harness
the ability of ostracization in order to create a better medical system which is fully inclusive to all people. Regardless of race, gender, or creed.
I would love to see trump talk about why god would want to kill trans people. *rolls eyes dramatically* Maybe he wouldn’t, maybe he would just say I am merely giving these people their right to choose… to kill people. Which is anarcho capitalism. Yes these woman killing, trans denying, sex prison owning anarcho capitalists are merely trying to destroy the very fabric of America. And while i am Canadian, and damn proud. Well not really. We have a lot of other problems too. But i would say that Trump is worse the Harper. Not by much, but the pain seems to go away after a while. Trump needs to see his own god, to face his own devil, and to understand the image he is showing his nation and his children. Oh and i guess he is imprisoned in an orange face.
Why eat out, the only problem is doing them dishes, So let the dish bunny do them do you!
Anyway I’m trying to save up money for college in case everything falls through, and I’m washing dishes for AirBnB, those who are not motivated, and for just about anyone. I offer a sliding scale of prices depending on situation and amount of dishes to be done. I can wash them by hand, clean and tidy when you do have a dishwasher. All that i ask is that i can use your water. I’ll bring suds and the sponges, ill dry off all your dishes and put them back in their place. If you have a community and wish to do it all in one go. That works too cause i charge by the hour. Although their is a sliding scale for those who need help in doing chores. I’ll gladly help out and do the dishes for you.
A little about me my name is Ian Kretz, i live in water down ontario and i would love to do your dishes. I am a poet, an hobbiest programmer, and a very nice guy. LGBTQ+ Is always very welcome. If you would like to know more about me feel free to contact me after 9am. I open 7 days a week mostly and can work around your schedules.
Prices: 15/h – 10/h based off psychological needs and motivation problems.
Contact me at 289 208 8049 text or call
Rave Drop-ins at Night
There are many shelters and drop-ins throughout Toronto some of them offer harm reduction services and information. Places like The Meeting Place at queen and bathurst offer free laundry, computer use, free coffee and tea, books, and a “safe” place for people to hang out and do their thing. As long as you are respectful they will allow you to be there.
The main differences between drop-ins and shelters are that anyone can use a drop in while only members can use a shelter. Shelters are for sleeping and for living where drop-ins are for people who need somewhere to stay.
More drop-ins and shelters should have more safer use kits (crack pipes, needle kits, foils, etc) and needle drop-off boxes at the places even at youth drop ins. It’s better to have a person who uses drugs feel safe and secure with access to other services if they want then out on the streets fending for them self.
Drop-ins offer shelter from the cold and rain as well as finding shelter for people in need. If you need a shower you can get one or if your socks are wet from the snow just pop in and dry them off. Anyone at anytime can use them. These are community facilities and not just for the homeless. The vibe that we attract to these drop ins are made from the people we commit to being there the people we tend to show up are often in a bad situation but it beats just hanging out with a cellphone at a McDonalds.
Honestly for the rave community i would like to see things like The Meeting Place open all night. For out of town ravers this could be a hub of community that would keep people off the streets and in a safe spot with heat, computers, and free coffee. The city of toronto should offer more spots for ravers to hang out after parties as there are many out of towners that come in and then don’t have a place to hang out after.
Honestly if we tied this to harm reduction and had housing information, public outreach, condoms, needle boxes, and crack kits we may see less people hanging out in parks and more in shelters.
Now while some behaviour may seem illegal at least they are known addicts. Addicts will be friendly if they feel safe if they don’t they act aggressive to new people. Addicts take care of themselves and their family. While it looks like most people need help in these situations many can take care of themselves. So what we would be providing in more safety. WIth more drop-ins at night we are looking at safer streets for pedestrians and safer parks for others while people with dependency problems, partiers, ravers, and ne’er do wells are safe in a drop-ins.
Like the ol spit clean, or perhaps you are more of a chemical kid. Well in the dystopian future there will be an endless supply of metal. And you know what this metal needs to be shined and collected and put on the fronts of green cars powered by coal. Become a master of the chemical cleaner. Possible jobs include hell holes dish washer(think of the free bones to munch on), making coins to trick people into thinking its a currency, kinda like bitcoin. Anything that needs a shine if you have the chemical you can clean it, So get out there and find some E-Z Kleen.
Love talking to people, but dont want to be one of them? Be a chatbot simulator and read and write your heart away as you twist the minds of your fellow man. Basically the people think they are talking to a bot, but they are talking, to a human trying to see if they can act like a bot.
In order to widdle the widdliest of the gears, One must understand that gears can be made of plastic, metal, or some kind of wet ware. Wet ware gears are best to try and end up being the hardest of the gears to widdle. Widdleing takes a lot of time. Sometimes done with lazers sometime done with sharp tools. In the end the purpose is to create gears for other gears to gear along the grealy way.
This is most fun job you will ever have, simply start off on a free website and write what ever comes to your head just keep writing delete nothing and in the end you will have nonsense. Unless of course you are a logical mind and then you will have logical nonsense.
Making Noises Online Professionally:
Record a sound with your found and twiddle and fiddle rip and rhyme the sounds to the other sounds to create noise. Then Blast this noise as long and as far as you possibly can.
What does it mean to be a disabled inexperienced anarchist living in Canada?
______>>>>> Giving back to the community… as long as you can take care of yourself
>The community that accepts me! ! ! ! ! ! !
Me inside of me
Unknown but known problems
——————-That isn’t anarchy thats conformity.
“I disrupt community at the same time. My very existence is anarchy. Not owing allegiance to any but myself. My existence is labeled as an affront to society. I am someone that has to be controlled. For the good of the community. But what is the good of the community, and why am i apart of your community? If i am not accepted by your community? Why am i still apart of it. You force your nationalistic patriarchal roles on me! And i accepted them for a while, until I was no longer accepted by the community that i sought to be apart of.” -Jillian K
Between these places i seek to hide
My true self i only abide.
And in the end i fucking lied
To myself, and to them.
This concept of them has been apart of me for a while. It started with my parents thinking of my parents as them, these beings that controlled my very nature. They were my caregivers, and supports, Yet molding me into the image of a needed role for their society. When i first expressed interest in Anarchy, they quickly distracted me onto another topic. They changed to mean corporations, the rulers, the illuminati as some would say. They became unknown, terrifying and powerful. Perhaps this is only the experience of those who had lived with capitalists their whole lives. Mind you moderate capitalists who supported social security nets for the poor and disabled, and health care for all. And when their kin became disabled at least from a medical point of view they finally understood that this money they eared was not for people with dependency problems, In turn it was for people trying to reject the reality around them. My own delusions in which i have telepathy and the drugs i used to silence but abilify later my own subjective souls of people i have become close to these voices are apart of me now, and if i treat them with respect, and consent, we live harmoniously.. My parents now understand that addiction and mental illness created this social net. Mental illness is a leading disability. Some recover some don’t. I dare not comment on the fact that when i was living on the streets of Toronto for a few months. That my mental illnesses got worse. I lacked structure. The medical community has alot to say about structure in one’s life for both ill and not ill. They.. there’s that blasted they coming back, that they of community that they of understanding more than you. One has a choice to put their own faith in this system. A system only works if the working parts work harder for those who cannot. The system at least in Canada does not seem to abandon people as much as our Neighbors in the south. Still though we imprison some, ostracize others from our society and communities and thus they make their own. We have a right to a safe community.
I seek to transform
I don’t know what i once was
But I plan to learn
All that i can,
About the world around me
From path, present, future, and prophetic dream.
Lock them in prisons that they have created, or do we outcast them from the society that we are shaping. Left to fend for themselves. It is not my place to talk about the suicide risks of having an affluent life, and then losing it all. But perhaps it is. When one has everything they need, and some of what they want. When i left home i was happy for a while. Just talking to myself and understanding the people around me. I made a few friends and a few people i was wary of. I wouldn’t consider them enemies i don’t know if i could in my manic state. I was more angry at the world. They these gods and goddesses above had changed my identity on me, and made me lesser. Was it karmic retribution or reality in revolution. No it was my own egotistical elitism looking finally as myself through a medical lense and the labels finally applied. Oddly enough because i had stuff to do, i didn’t want to kill myself. It was only when i was taking from the community.
Those abusing their power in our society the society that we are each part of willing or unwilling must be stopped. They should have harder lessons to be learned. They should be subjects of restorative justice in their own lifetimes. This is an interesting concept because the real way that people being to understand this concept of understanding poverty which for the most part is what they SHould be trying to remove. Poverty as in uneducated and in need for basic survival. Something people in Canada have a good chance of avoiding by not all get by. Why can’t they remove poverty? Is it because of the anarchist revolution that we do not want to be taken part of it. [I cannot comment at this time] But from what i learned from my father is that simply because Capitalism in its state is not effective enough to properly protect and foster the people at what cost would it be to do this. Harness more natural resources from other planets, exterminating life on other planets, going to war and endless war because we want everyone to feel secure. Is this the correct action. That is what i would like the understand from the tower. What is the goal is there a goal. What seems to be the interesting way to harness the people look at me speaking like i hold power. I blame my upbringing. I speak from a patriarchal father that i unwittingly copied through misinformed choice – all my life. And supportive mother making me into a strong man. But i reject their concept of a strong man. For i was quite weak. I was often scared of the stick but chased the carrot. Receiving neither in the end. As I worked my way through school i understood that many people had a different life. That race changes everything this systemic oppression of people we have tried to fight, and yet still all i can say is that i am not that voice.
Flander Fucking Fields
Under the corpses
To few worms much
Between the crosses
The birds sit with hunch
We do not love you they sing
Death and hatred to mankind they sing.
As the worms munch on our corpses
As the birds wait for the rains.
Emotional rains tied to emotions of folk
These outlets into community
The corpses munch nothing now
The worms squiggle through their brains
They Wiggle upwards
Are eaten by the birds.
A Submissive Capitalist’s Guilt.
There is only the nothing.
There is only everything.
And in the end.
Nothing will be everywhere
And everything will be nowhere.
Pisky little peckerings
Oh how i love you
my soul leaps with glee
and i wonder what you will make of me,
Ha i laugh, now in my ponder,
A charade by a copy cat
No more then a created symbole
made entwined in red.
Summary: The rational that an anarchist cannot take money from a capitalist society because they are contributing in this society does not bode well with me. I will have to further understand this concept and look in it. But in the meantime i would like to for those anarchists who do not want to take medicine for they feel that it would make them weak, or are being controlled. Or that they are not being their true self. I would ask them to look to their own communities see how people react to them. Can they handle you? Can you handle you? Or are you going to hurt someone? And remember that someone could be you. Look at it this way if you give a glommy 3 dollars and per goes and buys a beer and splits it with his friends would he be at least alleviated from this distress? If a capitalist gave 100 million to addiction and mental health research would that person think they helped? Are these two things different? Do not regard the amount of money but the ratio between incomes. 3 dollars is a moderate sum, three dollars when i had nothing was at least something to jingle in my pocket. Or a coffee from the good place in the psych ward.
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